I felt so confident about myself, and partly what got me through the day was thinking "fudge you" to everyone who looked at me funny. That aside, I did it, and will most likely do it again for days and weeks to come.
Now I just have to get a few outfits.
I'm probably going to make a skirt or two from scratch, I just feel like it would be more cost effective, plus my grandmother sews occassionally and is a whiz with dress patterns. So she can help me. I'll start by making things from a lolita pattern book that I purchased from Japan. Plus I've rummaged throuhg both my and my mom moms store of fabric and pulled out several which would make great outfits, I even have enough of one fabric to make a whole dress, maybe even a skirt. I'll probably make Lolita stuff out of every bit of fabric that looks remotely Lolita-y. And trust me, I'll upload it all when I'm finished.
Aside from that, let me tell you a bit about how life has been so far
College has been going good for me, It hasn't been too hard since I have four classes, but it hasn't been easy either. Still, I have plenty of time for fun and frivolous stuff, assuming it doesn't get in the way of my job. I work at my local mall at a nice fragrance store, which I will not give out the name of because I don't feel comfortable about it. I actually don't mind living at home, I'm with my loved ones and in an environment that is comfortable and familiar to me. I don't mind having to take three busses down to one campus for classes, its actually a nice change of pace. Every day is different and I never wake up knowing what exactly will happen.
I've also started a hand drawn profile of myself. In my cartoon style of course, since my drawing profiles in realistic style are butt ugly, I think it will look good. Plus I have a couple things that I should upload here as well. For drawing practice, I drew scenery from those paint sample pamphlets from Lowe's. Its actually great practice for getting depth down in drawing and landscaping and I really liked how they turn out. So once I have enough time and feel not lazy enough to do it, I'll head to my scanner and download the pictures.
Also some black and white photos from senior year photography class. I promise that they are good this time. Not like those awkward pictures from when I was hoping to become popular.
Actually, I don't know what I would do if I suddenly gained a big fanbase, probably faint.
(And remove that one KH fanfic I wrote)